I missed you yesterday,I miss you now and I will miss you forever.

Adebimpe,it is exactly a month today you departed this world and your one month absence seems like forever.I still could not bring myself to accept that you 're truly gone leaving behind three beautiful kids and never to return.


You have embarked on some "dangerous happenstance" in the past yet nothing happened but this very one without a definition took you. But who are we to question HIM.

I still remember that fateful morning I received the shocking news of your death but I could not bring myself to that realisation because I saw you couple of days back. With your ever warming personality ,you almost couldn't let me go that day,you clung to me while my friend who was with me was amazed at your cheerful demeanour . You almost left your shop so we could chat more even though we saw days before.

Adebimpe,I never knew it would be that soon,I would have spent that whole day with you. I missed you yesterday,I miss you now and I will miss you forever.

Though we started through a customer relationship but as time and event unfolded we grew to become friends and sisters. For years you designed attires I shielded my fears and uncertainty in.

I have lost moments I wish I could have back.Relationships I treasured for years went into extinction in my very present eyes,people I truly loved became distant through "life deceit" but those situations all seemed painless now,the fact that I won't see you again saddened me greatly. But in all humbled me more.

I almost lost my mind years ago when a relationship I nurtured for over a decade fell like a pack of badly arranged card. And even when I kept blaming myself for some of the things  I never did right or I wished I had done more, you kept saying I never got it wrong because you were to  an extent part of the story.

It dawn on me you were truly gone when I saw your lifeless body and finally when you were lowered to the ground.

"Dudu" Continue to rest on...
 You are greatly missed!

Adieu Adebimpe Monsurat.